Well... It's the new year, and a new page and chapter in my life. My new years resolutions : I made 3.
1) Don't eat any chocolate, because I only eat it when I'm sad. And I broke this one on the 3rd, when I found out who hurt my friend. Grrr... yet all is forgiven
2) No more alcohole, or at least try. I'm trying... starting right after I finish that last alexander in the fridge....
3) Go to church more and get more involved with it. That, I am SOOO doing. Lol, Rocky got me to be a leader at a church, Corpus Christi, which isn't even my church, at a confirmation retreat, my own church wants me to work with grade 7+8 kids, as an Edge team, sort of like the Net Team.

Resolutions can be stupid, but they can also be so amazing. I've been neglecting in posting alot of stuff, so I am gonna get it up and posting soon. As soon as I get off my lazy ass.

Also, if I seem down around the school latly, its because I miss my awesome friend John who went back to ottawa for school, and I won't see him for afew months. I was on the web acouple days ago, and my friend asked who I was talking to besides her. I told her John, and she asked me to describe JOhn, so this is what came out :

"He's like... my bestest guy friend in the whole world. He's there when I'm down, always willing to pick me up (Literaly, he is strong ). He makes me smile when I have nothing to smile about. He's religious, believes in no sex before marrige, that kisses aren't candy to be given freely, But hugs are ALWAYS willingly given. No matter how far away he is, weither it be while he's at school in Ottawa, at home in fort francis, or in Tbay, his is always right there beside me guiding me down the right path. He cares about me, knows me better then most people do. Hes always wiling to talk to me on the phone, or let me call him even if it's like three in the morning...he's always smiling, never frowning. He can never stay angry at those he loves, and he loves basically everyone. He's not afraid of being himself, and acting like a little kid. He LOVES to talk about things like Faith, love, life, and everything between them. He's my friend. He's... John."

Yeah... thats just.. whoa. it moved my friend and I. I had to go re read it. Yep. this is a babbling Journal. Love you all!